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As we left mediacorp just now...
"(pointing to mediacorp building) You thought of working here before hor? if not u wouldn't have wanted to study in that... err... ah, SCI right?" linda asked me.
"yeah... when i was young..." for that moment, i forgot that 3 months ago, i indeed had that in mind too... the reasons, which i repeated many times during the interviews, somehow seem so distant to me now i can hardly phrase them properly....
and tomorrow, i am going to sign the deed. the next 10 years of my life, that's it... my past dreams/ambitions: teacher, actress, dj, lawyer, forensic scientist, broadcaster, public prosecutor, nothing, forensic scientist, teacher -- they don't matter anymore...
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