Saturday, September 30, 2006
Messed up
Because my mood is exogenously AND endogenously determined, it becomes freaking convoluted and complicated like a wave function of an electron.
As if i havent seen enough sines and cosines in my P Chem class, my mood is going in sine/cosine manner too.
And it tended so close to zero 2 days back that i thought, "shit, i think i'm displaying the symptoms of depression".
then it hit a high yesterday because i totally heck-cared abt my up-coming macroecon prelim and the soon-due near eastern studies essays and went shopping at Woodbury premium outlet whee~ i'm very proud of what i bought for my parents as a 25th wedding anniversary gift yay! i just wished i have more time there and i don't have a budget constraint!
There's only one thing which displays a definite upward trend with no fluctuation - my weight. I've only come back here for barely 2 months and it's not even that cold yet but my face has undisputedly bloated. i swear this is not my imagination. and this is despite my effort in watching what and how much i eat!! feeling absolutely frustrated, demoralized and helpless :(
i have been wanting to post photos but blogger is damn slow in loading the fotos i always lose my patience. so here's just one:
The almost famous 14-man Singaporean House. still intact, inside and outside, after 2 months :D (photo courtesy of chee :) )
One day when i finally manage to upload all the photos of the
cuisines i have eaten thanks to Chef Junch since we moved into this house, this blog is gg to become a food blog, seriously. hahaha.
Confirmed plans: Montreal, Quebec for fall break (4 days away!!); London, Europe and Boston for winter break!
Breaks and travel plans keep sarah going :D
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