Hi again
I am so tired that when I can wake up in the morning, I lie on my bed, under my comforter, with my heavy head harboring thoughts of sleeping forever and stay isolated from the people, things, work, problems etc outside my bedroom door.
I am so unhappy with everyone and everything that I don't feel like talking to anyone or look at anyone, and my equilibrium face is a smileless face, because there's nothing for me to smile at, and it takes too much energy to smile.
I am so sick of doing anything that I really, literally just
do nothing and stare into blank space for extended periods of time, even on the eve of my pchem prelim.
So, it is "hi" again to the devil who tortured me last semester and has tracked me down again.
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6:22 AM
